baru balik dari putrajaya....i went to client's HQ office FOR NOTHING!!i suppose to reach there at 10am...unfortunately,i lost in my way....sepatutnya precint 9 kene turn left...aku terterus pulak...so kaedahnya kene la pusing2 sket.....and then,seeking for parking was so damn fuck!!kene tawaf 2,3 kali baru jumpa..tu pon jauh dgn tempat nak masuk....
and UNTUK MENYEDAPKAN CERITA AKU nih...aku BELUM BREAKFAST.....like i posted on my previous FB status.... "Mak aii....tak sempat nak breakfst....sepatutnya kena isi perut penuh2 sbb client yg sorg neh kedekutttttssss nak mamffff........dah la garang,kedekut lak tu....memang annoying.....wahai lelaki,ketahuilah kalau anda garang tapi murah hati,ada sgt seksi...tp kalau garang,cerewet,mengada2 tp kedekut....anda sgt menjengkelkan.....muahahhaah!!!mak aii....!!"........
yup,memang aku tak makan apa2 pon lg pagi td....aku bukan mcm org lain yg boleh bertahan dgn perut yg kosong....kalau perut aku masuk angin,aku akan pening sampai ke malam...ada org nak tolong picitkan ke kalau aku pening???
"ehh....pasal kerja,ko kene la lupakan sakit pening ko tu......"....
"hahhahaha.....i won't sacrifice things that i compel to!it's not sacrifice for me!itu ialah PENINDASAN..."
tapi takdela aku melampau lak JALAN-JALAN CARI MAKAN kan.....i still do have some respect to them....kalau aku betul2 didnt give them full cooperation,aku dah dok melepak dah kat kedai mamak bawah office diorg tu...i could have tasty option,i would choose nasi lemak instead of those gardenia and dutch lady that cost me rm3.90....i had a better choice since the drawing was not with me....
i was also waiting for the person who brought those drawings...i had nothing in my hand,so why should i went up their office first...BUT RESPECT is my priority....aku pon dah agak lambat sampai....so,aku tak nak keruhkan keadaan... and then,bila aku masuk dlm meeting room,yg ada cuma M&E consultant's director and that B**TARD man yg sgt la arrogant tp sebenarnya dia perlukan org2 mcm kami nih utk bekerja.....DIA SANGAT ZERO!!!so i just put my respect to people who are going to pay us....
masalahnya...BAYAR KE????? ok....thats not my problem....about payment,just talk to my boss...
and then,the M&E director tu hantar drawings,pastu dia balik...pastu i mcm pelik....are we going to have meeting or not??aku tinggal sorang2 dlm meeting room dari pukul 10.30am sampai 11am.....WTH???
bila aku tinggal sorang2 dlm bilik tu...without any people,without drawing in my hand....wut do you think i am suppsed to do??takkan aku nak wat design tak tentu pasal pulak kan....even the client left me alone inside the room.takkan aku poyo2 nak wat costing plak kan...then,aku tak bawak laptop,kalo bawak sure aku dah online ke....so aku hanya makan,minum benda2 yg aku beli td...then read newspaper.....is there anything wrong????????
no people,just imagine,NO PEOPLE AT ALL!!!i was truly alone!!!!so,BERDOSAKAH SAYA MEMBACA SURAT KHABAR DAN BERSARAPAN PAGI DI BILIK MESYUARAT ANDA DI MANA DI DALAM BILIK ITU TIDAK ADA ORANG,TIDAK ADA LUKISAN UNTUK DIBINCANGKAN,TIDAK ADA BENDA LAIN YANG SAYA BOLEH BUAT MELAINKAN MENUNGGU ORANG YANG BERKENAAN SAMPAI???????
then dlm pukul 11am i call my colleauge,En FAirizal....tanya pendapat dia since i tgk M&E punya director tu just hantar drawing and balik.....if that will be the same to us,there's no point i sitting there...which the day before,we had a headache to manage TWO URGENT activities (one is a LIFT CORE CASTING @ my SECTION 20 PROJECT and another 1 is this fu**ing PRELIMINARY DISCUSSION) just to ensure that we give cooperation equally to both parties....
and my colleague said,"takpelah kalau mcm tu Nurul balik ofis dulu....nanti saya inform ASRUL (that bitch).."
so, aku dengan IKHLASNYA BALIK!!!!
and after i reached office,i met up with my senior engineer and told the story....rupa2nya that Bitch lebihcekap...dia dah send SMS to my boss...(which i think,TAK SESUAI....ko tu kuli batak,ko rasa ko layak ke nak sms boss aku.....) dia punye ayat beh kurang mcm ni... "TUAN,NEXT TIME PLEASE DON'T SEND YOUR STAFF IF THEY ONLY JUST WANT TO HAVE A BREAKFAST AND READ NEWSPAPER IN MY MEETING ROOM".........
WTF people!!!!
wut the hell he's trying to do????
dia nak aku kene warn dgn boss??dia yakin ke dia ada story yang kukuh utk kenakan aku????
i don't think he's just GENTLEMAN enough to warn people thru SMS....... really.... i don't mind if my boss get angry due to that sms...if i were him,i may do some chaos la kot...hahaha....aii kan emosional!
i x salahkan boss kalau boss marah,but i need to clarify the things...i can't let people misjudge me while i have my own reason.....it's unfair to me...u can sms my boss,but i have to tell the long story from beginning to others (especially my boss la) which that belum tentu org boleh accept pengakuan aku tu....but u b**tard people,dah boleh goyang kaki,goyang segala benda yg boleh goyang,after u make a CRIME to me...yes,i call it CRIME!!!!why???suka hati aku la!
i don't know la if i necessary to write this note......but like some1 ever told me before,i am good writing,but not story telling....kalau aku bercakap (lebih2 lg dlm suasana UTK MENEGAKKANKEBENARAN).......aku rasa aku akan lebih banyak MENANGIS dari bercakap........it's really ME...
I HATE BEING ACCUSED....and bile sampai masa aku nak clarify the thing,bermakna kesabaran dah hilang,aku rasa tercabar,but as a woman,aku sangat MUDAH MENANGIS.....bila aku menangis,banyak yg tak boleh aku nak terangkan...akhirnya,kebenaran TAK KELIHATAN!org nampak TANGISAN ITU BERMAKNA PENYESALAN.....bila wujudnya PENYESALAN,BERMAKNA ADA KESALAHAN....aku bukan EGO,tapi aku tahu aku tak salah....i'm so sorry for this issue...i really hope that i will not make any noise between both parties,tapi situasi selalu tak menyebelahi saya....
--hey,encik zero,after this,kalau ada apa2 yg ko nak aku ajar cara2 nak baca drawing ke...cara nak baca saiz beam ke....do SMS me..or kalau rasa muka dah tebal,blh hantar email ye.....ko letak la nama samaran...aku tau ko bukan reti nak baca drawing aku tu...sbb tu ko terhegeh2 nak suruh ENGINEER dtg HANTAR DRAWING...sebenarnya ko nak belajar kan???malu2 pulak....ko dah ada degree??ke belum???amek degree dulu boleh?aku tak reti nak ajar org yang tak reti apa itu LOADING....tu semua basic.....ok.....babai...----
